Madeleine Garnier (xplayful_kittyx) wrote in night_sanctuary,
Madeleine Garnier

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So tomorrow's my birthday, lol. And, just like any other lady, I will not be sharing my age. Although I am feeling quite old. My parents came over this last weekend and it was sooo nice being able to see them again. I really hate being away from them, especially during the summer. This was my last year at the school. I don't know what I'll be doing now. I've applied to a couple of other schools but I haven't heard back so that probably means I didn't get the job. It's possible I might have to leave the city. San Francisco is pretty tight and there are a lot of people. Maybe some place smaller south of here would be good. There's enough people where I'll be able to blend in, but also not so crowded. We'll see. I'll probably be taking this year off though.

I love teaching, but I don't know if it's really the right job for me anymore. I don't know what it is, but something inside of me is shouting out these words I can't hear nor understand. Maybe I should have gone back home to France a long time ago. I miss the country and the language. I bought a one-way ticket a few weeks ago because I don't know when I'll be coming back. Probably when I hear from the schools I applied to. If I hear from them. I don't think it'll be a real loss if I don't hear from them. C'est la vie.

I'm going to go to stay in London for a couple of days, see a musical or two, and then go home. Travel around there...maybe even venture into Italy. I don't know where I'm going but I want to travel. I miss Europe so much. And it's a break I need. One I've needed. I'm really looking forward to it. I leave the 10th and...don't know when I'll be back. :)
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